In which you'll have to excuse me
Nov. 5th, 2010 11:41 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Forgive my lack of comments, I've been rather
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of late and that's no fun for anyone. BUT IT'S QUEST DAY and that solves everything!
Via
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of late and that's no fun for anyone. BUT IT'S QUEST DAY and that solves everything!
Via
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Date: 2010-11-05 01:51 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2010-11-05 01:57 pm (UTC)(And just when you think they can't get anymore ridiculous....)
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Date: 2010-11-05 03:45 pm (UTC)Also: Bradley's neck is so wonderful..shit man, I just want to karate chop it..baby karate chops..
ONE DAY. ONE DAY I'LL BE ABLE TO WATCH THESE WITHOUT FREAKING OUT.
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Date: 2010-11-05 03:56 pm (UTC)And I say it again, how is that man heterosexual? God.
You have some weird kinks, man.
Aw, I sorta hope you never sort out your numerous neuroses, 'cause then you wouldn't be ~you ♥
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Date: 2010-11-05 06:56 pm (UTC)hope you are now feeling WONDERFUL and GLORIOUS and EXCEEDINGLY CONTENT. you deserve nothing less! ♥
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Date: 2010-11-06 01:39 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-11-05 10:20 pm (UTC)And I'm sorry you've been feeling down lately! Are you still feeling they same way I did before? ):
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Date: 2010-11-06 01:57 am (UTC)I keep going back and forth on the issue. I don't really want any drama but something has got to be done. Probably less journal activity, I guess, that's the easiest way out.
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Date: 2010-11-07 01:50 am (UTC)Maybe you could avoid the drama if you sent anyone you cut a direct message? That seems to be what gets people in a tizzy so much. OMG SHE CUT ME AND DIDN'T EVEN TELL ME WHHHHHHHHY and all that.
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Date: 2010-11-07 04:19 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-11-08 04:16 am (UTC)I myself went from around 151 to about 118.
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Date: 2010-11-08 05:20 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-11-08 05:48 am (UTC)I am glad you feel better and glad I could help. :)
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Date: 2010-11-05 10:58 pm (UTC)I am very certain that you are talented in a wide area of things, including acting, but please never pick up a paint brush ever again.
Unless of course you want me to laugh until I cry a little, then do go on.
Love,
Me.
W-why are you sadface? D:
And much more importantly: What can I do to make that better?
You have a free wish. :D
(Even though I don't have much to offer. Eek. But, err, wish away. Because every time you smile, a unicorn is born, so we need to make that happen a lot.)
/hands over cookies
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Date: 2010-11-06 02:11 am (UTC)Fandom has been making me sadface lately, it's all rather depressing, but it's okay.
I WILL TAKE THAT WISH THOUGH, YOU CAN'T TAKE IT BACK NOW *holds tightly to chest* Write something else Merlin-y? Because I loved that fill you did at the trope meme <333 Is that doable?
Also, I LOVE YOU.
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Date: 2010-11-06 07:06 pm (UTC)I'm a bit out of the Merlin fandom lately, so I haven't picked up on anything, was it something there? D:
Do I have to kick someone?
You can write me a PM if you like. :/
ffff, oh god, b-but that was sort of an accident! I have no idea how that came out in the end. B-but I will try. Just don't be disappointed. x.x
I still need to watch Merlin 7 & 8. D: I'm so behind and I don't even know why. Even though S3 is better than S2 in many things, I just miss S1.
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Date: 2010-11-06 07:07 pm (UTC)Just so you know.
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Date: 2010-11-06 07:49 pm (UTC)As for fandom woes. Well, it goes like this. I understand people's woes and of course everyone has the right to complain, but the stream of negativity seems endless, it just gets me down when I'm trying to be positive to keep the love alive for myself.
And then there's the lack of comments I got on my threesome fic, three from people who weren't on my flist (and even with them it wasn't a lot), and I don't understand why. I'm not a great writer by any means and I don't deserve heaps of praise, but three comments is just depressing. I can string sentences together and I've seen worse get more comments, so why is my stuff so terrible? And right now I've only got two from non-flist on my latest fanmix, although I've learned to live with that. 1500 downloads and I bet less than 50 comments TOTAL over all of them from people not on my flist. I've never been in a fandom that makes me feel this inferior or invisible, WHICH IS NUTS because I know I'm just whinging. I have some ridiculously fantastic people on my flist who are encouraging and supportive and it does make me happy, but sometimes it's nice to have outside approval, you know?
And ragh, there's the disintegration of a fandom friendship that's meant quite a lot to me. It's been going downhill for a while but it still hurts.
tl;dr: waaah, get yourself a real life, Kylie.
But yay, I'm glad you're going to try writing again! That's cheer-inducing, let me tell you XD
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Date: 2010-11-06 08:12 pm (UTC)Ah, well, I guess I'm a little whiner too.
But yes, some people just overdo it and take certain things far too seriously.
I mean, come one, it's a show about the very homoerotic relationship between a prince and his manservant, which also involves trolls, pixies and unicorns.
Just sayin'.
I hadn't even noticed you had posted the fic, gadsgafg. SORRY. ;o;
/fails hard
L-link?
But I get what you mean. People don't read anything these days unless a big name is attached to it, which is sad, because the most awesome stuff is mostly by people who aren't that well known.
And I think you write brilliantly, no need to put yourself down, really.
It's the same with my icons, I used to get a lot of comments and on the last entry I got...2.
Which is not very encouraging, really.
SO I FEEL YOU.
LET'S HUG A LOT.
And I'm sorry about your friend. ;o; The best way is to approach them about it before it's too late.
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Date: 2010-11-06 08:18 pm (UTC)Ohh, no, I didn't mean to guilt you into reading it. It's not a fic that appeals to everyone. But here it is (http://kylezy.livejournal.com/98492.html) anyway.
YES LET'S. HUGHUGHUGHUGHUG. You're awesome.
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Date: 2010-11-06 08:00 pm (UTC)