kylezy ([personal profile] kylezy) wrote2012-09-02 04:27 am

In which I rec

You guys. This fic.

Them Gods Gonna Hurt You, Son by skellerbvvt
NC-17, ~137k, Merlin/Arthur (main)

For the longest time Arthur and Merlin couldn’t even find an example of another same-dynamic soulbond, much less any particular reason why it happened. So they resolved themselves to learning how to live with it, and learning how to keep that big of a secret. (BDSM AU)

I have never quite lost myself so deeply or emotionally in an AU like I have with this one.

I want to study this fic. I want to take lectures in Arthur-feelings. I want textbooks expanding on the academia and psychology mentioned throughout. I want to sit in a tiny bookshop and listen to the author field questions about minor characters' backgrounds. I want people on the Internet to condescendingly explain all the things I wasn't smart enough to understand.

I want.

I want another 130k.

Despite being set in a foreign universe where sexuality is not the same as it is here, the injustices all have a ring of familiarity. Scattered throughout the story are cleverly written excerpts from their pop culture, mythologies, religious and academic texts that serve to illustrate just how different our universes really aren't. Society there pounds the same rubbish into their heads as it does into ours - that there is a 'right' way to be and a 'wrong' way. It'll break your heart a bit, both for the characters and in recognising their struggles in yourself or others around you.

The characterisations are superb and nuanced. Merlin is quirky and loveable and LOVING and in tune with everything. And this is the most interesting Arthur I think I've ever read. Oh god, he's going to leave you shattered. He's beautiful and angry and broken and startlingly, heartbreakingly relatable.

All in all, it's just a really fascinating, rich journey. Have patience with it - don't go looking for plot. Here, the story is in the world.

Here, the story IS the people.

[identity profile] vinca15.livejournal.com 2012-09-01 09:11 pm (UTC)(link)
this is the deepest fic review I've ever seen.

[identity profile] kylezy.livejournal.com 2012-09-01 11:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Dude. Like, DUDE. This fic. That stuff took me four hours to write and it's all shit and doesn't do the fic justice like I'd hoped. But it's maybe now in my top ten Merlin fics EVAAAAH? I'd say top five but it's early days, I might just be on a new fic high.

I'm pretty sure what I'm feeling is exactly the same as when I first watched Once Upon a Time in the West btw. Like, mesmerised by the jaw dropping scale, periods of time where I don't know what's going on but I can't tear my eyes away, immediately wanting to discuss it with everyone in existence, etc.

I basically want to hold seminars on this fic.